I don't know exactly how am I suppose to feel today...I wanna cry out of frustration...I don't why..Is it because of my work? My situation in life?... I wanna stop working and just be a home stay mom...but how can i do that if I had no choice but to work for them???.....I'm always asking myself, when will that time will come? Where I don't have to work anymore? Where I could just spend all the day with them and just doing chores in this house??? When will that time be???